Almost there... I was almost there. I WAS THERE, but...

You know the feeling of falling down the ferries wheel right before you get to the top???

I don't either because that doesn't happen in real life, but it is what's happening in my life right now.

I'm usually unfuckwithable, but today, right at this very moment, I'd like to create a different life.

Well, not entirely though.

Maybe just different BIG goals.

Maybe I'll change direction.

Maybe I'll be more in touch with my muse.

Maybe.

I'm kind of in limbo right now.









I'm a 100% or fucking zero type of woman.

So when my plan fails...

Wait, no. My plan worked.

So when people around me are negatively affected by my BIG fvcking dreams, I tend to reflect and believe them.

When I'm faced with the same shit over again.

Okay, not over and over again. Even if it's just for the second time...

I usually turn on a switch and I'd forget everything and move on to my next thing.

I'd like to start all over again...

And usually, I'm not the same person anymore.